Words I Currently Hate

Pregnant
Pregnancy
Maternity
Baby
Due Date

I think you get the drift. Maybe I'm just tired from not sleeping very well, but most likely I think I'm just starting to feel the stress of being infertile. I have so many people around me who are so supportive and willing to listen to me, but I feel incredibly alone in this situation. I'm just having a bad day - but I just feel lately like "why bother? its not going to work anyways". I kind of want to go back to not doing the drugs or the timing. I was alot less stressed and alot less worried about all of this then.